I. I have gone back 10yrs in my life and everything has changed. My reunion is this year but I'm not going. I will be (lol) Bach (I feel the need to keep this pseudo slip in) to Alaska for Christmas. I will surprise attack my favorites. Because no one else at this job is allowed to take these dates off but me makes me feel like I need to keep the ( Read more... )

Sitting here alone on my couch, talking to myself, in my grey sweater and black leggings, musing over secrets I can't bear to spill I realize how much I remind myself at this moment of Sally from Being Human. This ghostlike approach on life...

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I. We're surrounded by snow, hills of it and there are hundreds of people, I think it must be some sort of ski lodge but for sleds. Around every bend is a place to stop to relax in a hot tub or get a drink. Does this sort of place exist? I should be having a great time but we've gotten separated and that worries me. I spend my time carving the ( Read more... )

I never know what to say anymore. I've had this underlying gloom surrounding me for awhile now and sometimes I can push it down, swallow the grief and remember the optimist I used to be but most days I want to curl up on the couch and not do anything. I'm exhausted keeping in the things I refuse to talk about. Exhausted, ashamed and not too ( Read more... )